"Hipsters wear scrubs."

12/2/09


I feel really confident about this decision. This building is like an entire other dimension in comparison to the carpeted D building. If CSN had an episode of Cribs, this would be the focus (where the... ugh, happens).


There's a girl splitting time between Tetris and Facebook that taunts me with her laptop.


WOAH there's the black med student I've been dreaming about.


I see a girl with a textbook that couldn't possibly be studying for anything I couldn't pass. I bet her latte is a latte.


This building has all of the traits that scare me away from hospitals, architecture wise- 


Holy shit, thought that was Georgio -


But walking through CSN's largest location had me thinking "wow, this is a real campus." Stairways wrap around the buildings like Kashyyk. I just used the last of my phone battery looking that up. Next time I'm in this building I better have a laptop and scrubs on. The people with scrubs seem a lot hipper.


Who is really trying to register for CNA classes? You better be a pre-registering student for that class.


I am really impressed with this building.


Woah that old guy knows that white girl? Making friends in class seems like it could either be extremely easy or impossible depending on which Kevin decides to show up. The first day will probably decidce that.


I'm going in with the attitude that no class can be challenging, which seems like the appropriate attitude. Then again, there are a lot of bones in the human body. That little white girl just paraphrased me. "I didnt go in thinking it'll be really easy, I was just really confident." Way to sum it up better than me in half the words.


This was such a good idea.


Though, I compared being in this building to being in a skyscraper on my way to broadcast a morning show- and that sounds a lot better.

"Respect the book."

"It's more a pamphlet than a book."

Hallelujah II.

Late Registration.

My first semester of classes are registered. Tomorrow is the DMV, and next week is another trip to the campus to re-confirm the financial aid process and set up direct deposit.

Semester 1 Plans: (barring financial aid timing issues):
ENG 101 *online
PSY 101 *friday
Intro to the Human Body *tues/thurs
Intro to the Human Body Lab *online

The main issues at hand now are scheduling my TEAS test for January 30th, scoring above 91 percent, and completing (preferably) 100 hours of community service by April 1st.

Even if I don't get into the program this year, I can still take the Certified Nursing Assistant program and the medical math class next semester. I am essentially in the program now, as I am knocking out most of the classes before submitting my application. Whether I get in for 2010 or 2011, I'll still be knocking away at it.

Outer space.

B.o.B aka Bobby Ray x Whynatte from Motion Family on Vimeo.

I could rap a verse but I'd rather sing.

Sonic The Hamilton is back.

REVOK x CHARLES HAMILTON x KEEGAN GIBBS

Close it.

I get a jolt of excitement doing math again. This probably won't last.

I'm doing the same thing after Hannah that I did after both Storm and Sha- I'm back into the educational system groove, filling notebooks with equations and making "plans".

I hope this time they stick. I feel like they will. After Sha I did obtain the GED (in the top 2 percent!), but I also legally had to.

After researching salaries and orientations and placement tests and TEAS'es, I feel like this is legitimate. It's something that I really want to do this time. I'm accepting the end of WHAR (atleast in some form, a form I hoped it would be), and laying down concrete plans.

I'm also suppressing feelings that I am annoyed at myself for feeling. Regardless of what the Hannah thing was or is, the ending won't ever really set right with me. Not that it ever does. Closure never really exists. But it just shows a real weakness that was in our relationship that I assumed wasn't there. Well, a weakness on her end that I assumed wasn't there. It could be because I farted in my sleep, or maybe the estrogen thing really was permanent. It was a communicational breakdown on her end, followed by a basic realization that Kevin Scampoli isn't everything she ever looked for in a guy.

I'm just tired of hearing unrequested reassurance from people how they're not "this person", then they just become "that person". You make your own decisions, you choose your own words. BE HONEST. I didn't ask that you say the words you said, you dove right the fuck in on your own.

I always felt guilty for looking at certain girls and wishing I looked at my girlfriend a similar way. But I never attempted to produce a creation for certain girls.

(http://wehitandrun.info/kimyaangel2.mp3)
And I know you wanna teach
And I know I didn't graduate
But I'll meet you half way
And drop out when you need to read
(http://wehitandrun.info/kimyaangel2.mp3)

That would've been good!!!!!! I still might finish it. Atleast now it wont be repetitive.

I've got a lot to do before April 1st. It's a limited entry program, but I can even the odds with community service and good TEAS scores. If I don't get accepted, I can get the generals out of the way, and those will earn me even more points for the following year. Once I finish this, I'll be able to move to any neighborhood I want to in the USA.

"You're lying!"

Last night I heard for a while about how great a couple Hannah and I are (and how our Youtube video is adorable, etc.) before breaking the news to Crystal's friends that this would have been a fantastic conversation a day earlier.

Their response was "Oh! It's just a fight! You're perfect!"

Which got me thinking...

Where was the fight? Isn't that supposed to happen first?